Friday, September 17, 2010

redemption

I'm lost and afraid to find the truth, because the truth is to hard to take, with all of these hidden lives and blind mistakes. All this time, seems like a test of life, or is life the test of time, as we close our eyes, hearts and minds...and it's hard to believe when you have faith in nothing...and I find myself wandering, searching for a sign...and I don't believe in fate, but I seem to hope for chance, or maybe, I'm just blind.

I thought I found God and I tried to believe, but it was just a waste of time.  I've seen the wars, hate and lies.  So now I've come down, broken and scarred and I tried to hide my fears, but then slipped and fell through the years...and it's hard to believe when you have faith in nothing...and I find myself wandering, searching for a sign...and I don't believe in fate, but I seem to hope for chance, or maybe, I'm just blind.

I tried to love, but couldn't shed a tear, there's just nothing left inside.  Now I walk alone afraid to find the way, because redemption take some time.

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